belief in heart

还是觉得要写些东西,这网上还有个blog等我去填。

 

似乎有回到了小学的时候,每篇文章都是在老师的要求下写的。

 

不能再这样妥协,要吗写篇很烂的东西,要吗就不写。可惜都不是我最好的选择。

 

所以,只能妥协。

 

咋妥啊?

 

今天突然想,不念书,我指的是真正的念书,这两年会成为我很大的遗憾的。我花我青春的五分之一,在毫无意义的事情上,这投入产出比可是怎么也不能让人满意的。

 

其他不说,我实在怀疑,如果我在这读两年书,真的能到硕士的水平。 I doubt it. Actually, I don’t have that confidence to be a real graduate student. Partly for the faculty here, more important, it is me that keeps resisting learning. What I did here makes me a living dead body. Always in the internet, finding useless information, entertaining by myself…

 

Don’t I feel any sick of this?

 

I go to church, I confess to lord. No, even lord himself can’t save me. God don’t help those who give up already but those who help themselves.

 

 

Focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.fovus.fovus.fovus.fovus.fovus.fovus.fovus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.fous.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.fucos.focus.focus.focus.foucs.foucs.focos.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.focus.fuocs.fucos.fucos.fucosu…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

 

心中已没有信仰,没有追求。上帝,在我心中,已死了。

 

 

May the lord be with you.

And also with you.

Raise your heart to the lord.

I will raise them to him.

 

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He is lazy, so he left nothing here.

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